days of being lost

Anonymous asked: Just follow your heart. It sounds cliche but it works

my heart is just as confused as my head is. everything feels wrong

Anonymous asked: What's wrong?

a lot. too much to just write down

i am dead. today is the day i became alone.

how the fuck am i supposed to study? i cant do this. my life is a joke

How do you sleep?

knowing that he likes to play for keeps

but if he needs you in a dream

that’s the last you’ll hear from me.

How do you dream?

knowing that she’s locked away asleep

thinking once she had a reason to believe

she was worth more than just what seems

to be

a forever incandescent history.

But oh well he’ll see his problems

thickening, pulsating, discovery, finding

But oh well she’s gone from timespace

traveling, abruptly

halt the memory. the piece.

*structure almost done, remind me to finish this eventually

yep, essentially.

i am powerless.